Full Moon in Virgo, 3/3 @ 3am Eclipse 2026

Five years ago I began this website for blogging, unsure what the future held or where I would materialize. I'm now a mother of 2, and boy do I have a story to tell about that... Surely, though, I digress for now... They say that this past eclipse moon is bound to us Earthlings in our struggles of releasing old patters and timelines that no longer serve. Well, to that I say, it's about damn time! Nobody asked to be born in this lifetime, heaven knows. Nobody in the history of all humanity read the fine print of their soul contract when walking into life by physical means of another persons' genetic existences. (If you are the type, and you did read the fine print of your soul contract, congrats to you and please kindly disregard the lamenting that follows; misery loves company, we're sure you understand...) And seeing as we are all, all of us, born innocent and helpless and otherwise pure to the destinies and fates that our humanity will bestow upon us in the event of our survival, it begs the question of how to take certain personalities and hold them before principles.

That's backwards, of course. It is intentional. I am tired of satire and yet it remains one of the best ways written word and other media can account for the current times we live in. Anyone worth the salt of the earth that they were scraped up from can understand when I preach to the choir, our principles should always be placed before personalities. I for one would think that not eating babies and leaving children alone is a given, and I'm not going to pander to anyone who would bat an eye otherwise. Yesterday a friend told me there is rumor of baneful magic becoming the new norm for protection. As one who personally was brought up to believe in powers greater than myself, leaning heavily on the fluffy white rabbit magic of it all, I am not gonna lie. They may be very right in the quest for truth. Our challenge, should we choose to accept; all love and light is now considered neutrality. Anything short of that is just plain enabling of a systems that are not broken but working as intended.

There needs to be a fire in our bellies for our communities and loved ones that mirrors and harkens back to the ferocity of this plain fact; we are apex predators. Always have been.

No, even for all that I do naturally lean towards the grave and important mindset of seeing the "good" nature within everyone... even I know far too well that people are not inherently "safe" and I have the life experience that turned out a skill-set to prove it. Safety in an unsafe realm of existence is rendered by aligning with the forces that make us not fearless, but brave. Because bravery is the outcome of feeling the fear while doing the hard things anyway.

I can say with certainty that this will not be a recurring slalom in regards to my first ever published blog post and my next, now that I have finished settling on what this website was actually meant for. It will not be another 5 years before I continue documenting and admitting to the contents of my (often delusional, somewhat delirious) convoluted mind.

Till next time, stay safe out there folks. Blessed be.

January,2021 Moon in Pisces

Today, I woke from a very surreal dream, and had to follow it down a rabbit hole... More often than not, my dreams reveal to me how I am feeling or what I need (pretty basic). This one in particular was spot on to that effect; it took me both down memory lane (providing closure), while also creating an exciting, future journey (bringing new life perception and possibilities into my waking world). I've got a lot to work through, but this dream in particular was a very clear reminder of some of my values that I've lost track of lately. These are, mainly:

1. Marital Partnership and the Means of Accepting my Need for Commitment

2. Following the Green Path by Cultivating a Homesteading Lifestyle

3. Adventuring Into the Unknown by Embracing Travel

4. Nurturing the Next Generation with Kindness, Compassion

5. A Minimalist Material Lifestyle

Someone wise once told me recently you cannot be objective about your own dreams. Even with the help of a guide book (Y'know, one of those "1000 Dream Symbols Interpreted" types...), we still need each other and the connection there to really, truly, get a 3rd party interpretation as to what it all means. Your subconscious may be clear enough to you, especially if you are living in your own truth and authenticity, BUT there are many things you can miss out on if you don't relay to someone else what puzzles you or otherwise question in your dreams.

I know this sounds like very vulnerable territory, so maybe if we're not ready to tell our dreams to someone, we can always start by writing them down. That way, once we grow up and change, the future us (another version of ourselves, IE another person) can go back and see just what was up with that dreamscape we were experiencing.

I'll take a deep-dive here and give a recent example in a different context: I did a tarot reading for myself and journaled it all down. The cards, their placements, the meanings, etc. were all written down for me to potentially appreciate later. It was a pretty straight-forward reading, likely because it was a pretty general but straight-forward question I was asking the cards.... However, one card felt like a real omen, a real head-scratcher if you will. It was indicating that I need to expose a false friend. Without revealing too much at this juncture, I can just say that compared to all the other cards and their placement, this one really felt like it came outta left field. And guess what? A few weeks passed, some drama ensued, and I looked back in my journal to find solace in the fact that I TOTALLY DIVINED THE DRAMA. The friend exposed, in other words, was the cause of it.

So, in essence, by giving ourselves outlets like the ones we find in writing our lived experiences down, we are coming into deeper connection with ourselves by cataloguing the mysteries of our inner world for our future selves to reflect on. Also, it can cathartic and therapeutic to get it all out in writing. In summary, the same can be said for our dreams. If you are in a space where you feel you cannot get someone else to interpret your dreams, just let it be known for your future self. They'll realize what was going on, and hopefully you'll both be better for it.